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Errgh

*WARNINGEXCESSIVEWHINGINGHERE*

I haven't been able to draw anything I've felt happy with since something like the beginning of this year D:

It's either going for something I feel comfortable with, and not completing it because it's static and ick, or trying for something new and not finishing it because I can't get it to work, or it's wonky or something bleggh like that.

And I used to be able to sketch a heap of crap and not care whether it looked completely retarded or not, I can't even bring myself to do that recently, most are either in the bin or erased within half a minute.

I've completely lost my drive for creating any original drawings, as soon as the first few lines are down it's "This is a piece of crap" and into the bin it goes.

Only stuff I've been happy with, is drawing from references, which is all my sketch book has in it lately (not that I've even been doing that much lately)

And all this ditching it before it's even got anywhere, or simply not even starting anything is not helping me get out of this rut, but uggh D:.

Not helping myself in the slightest